
I don't want to do anything today. Couldn't fall asleep last nite to save my life and woke up at 7:55AM for the dogs. Toby was moaning and rubbing against the bed. (That doesn't sound good). I took care of them and went back to bed until Guess Who called.
I'm officially up and have wasted an hour on the computer. I guess I'll clean the first floor after I finish here. More coffee first.
Sooo, I continue to lose weight, slowly but surely. The weight loss BS has been a tremendous success. Encouraging, funny, thought provoking. The main thread seems to be balance. Finding balance in my life. The thought occurred that I have never had that. Aren't all things possible through Christ? I'm either down in a hole or flying high. It's frightening to be constantly on the run emotionally. The joy and sweetness of knowing the Lord will take care of all of the day to day moments that hold me in the present yet gives me something to look forward to. My desire is that I'm changed and that I get out of His way to allow it.
I'm officially up and have wasted an hour on the computer. I guess I'll clean the first floor after I finish here. More coffee first.
Sooo, I continue to lose weight, slowly but surely. The weight loss BS has been a tremendous success. Encouraging, funny, thought provoking. The main thread seems to be balance. Finding balance in my life. The thought occurred that I have never had that. Aren't all things possible through Christ? I'm either down in a hole or flying high. It's frightening to be constantly on the run emotionally. The joy and sweetness of knowing the Lord will take care of all of the day to day moments that hold me in the present yet gives me something to look forward to. My desire is that I'm changed and that I get out of His way to allow it.

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